I visit my Second Daughter on Monday's. Tonight, she made a simple salmon dinner with brown rice, which works well with my diabetes. It was a very good dinner. After dinner, she showed me the proofs of her photo shoot. She's doing some amateur modeling and she's very excited about it. She should be. She is a very, Very beautiful young woman. The proofs she showed me were outstanding!
I haven't had the best day. I'm feeling old, forgotten, unlovely, and
undesirable. When I was Debra's age, I wouldn't have been anywhere near
as beautiful as she is, but... but... It doesn't really matter.
I gave up my best years so my First Daughter and my Son could have something like a normal Dad.
Tonight... tonight I am feeling the loss of those years, the times when I
might have been beautiful and desirable.